I decided to write this blog because I can take it anymore. I have a lot of problems and I don't know which one am I going to face. What kind of a child am I? My parents are so good to me, they gave me anything I want, in terms of financial, physical, emotional and even spiritual. I kept telling myself, why is it so hard foe me to resist temptations, why am I so weak? I had sex with a man with whom I know that he doesn't love me. I loved him but he loves another girl. Now I am very regretful, how can I give up my reputation to a man who don't have the courage to stand up for himself. What keeps his mind rolling is just to have fun. 


I know that in today's world, virginity is not anymore an issue but for me i think it's important since I was raise with a family that is so family oriented and God-fearing To have sex with a person without commitment is a sin. I am still young when I engaged in it. I will not promise but I will try my very best not to do it anymore. 


I will open myself, my heart, my mind and my soul to think ahead of the future. To be responsible of every action that I take. To trust God for everything. I will dream high and reach for a better tomorrow.